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Saturday, October 31, 2009, 7:55 AM
i don't like my family


up to you guys if you think that i'm unfilial. i'm just saying out the truth.

as for what i've said in my previous blog, i do not have any parental love. up till now. and i bet it will still goes on in future. a lot of things had happened.

from the beginning of the year, my elder sis and clement (her ex-bf) can tell that my mum is treating me very differently compared to my 2 other sisters. she's trying very hard to bridge the gap between me and my mum. but unfortunately, that doesn't work. and i think that situation is getting worse.

my mum's factory just shifted to a new place, and she's owing my grandfather a huge sum of money. the whole family had some financial issues currently. i might be lucky at that time, because i'm on attachment and allowance are given monthly. so i have some savings for myself to spend and i don't really have to ask my mum for money. but my 6 months of attachment has ended. now i have to save everything. i'm paying my own bills and concessions every month and it can't go on forever. school has started, and my mum is not giving me any allowance. so i'm surviving on my own! and my saving are running low.

as what i've said just now, my sis is trying to bridge that gap. now everything starts to change. she eventually side my mum and began scolding me more often. and strangely she and my younger sister's relationship are getting better. i totally have no idea what kind of character she has. previously she was like cursing and swearing at my younger sister. and now she was like treating her so well. do people change that often?

i practically always get scoldings from either my parents or my sis. and i always feel like i'm invisible when i'm at home. you can see me cry in one room while the rest of my family was in the other room watching tv, chatting and laughing with each other. none of them even know that i cried some times.

and yes, i've been staying at romey's house most of the times in a week. i know i shouldn't be doing this because this isn't my real home or maybe causing troubles to his family. but i'm sorry. i don't want to feel invisible, i don't want to get any more scoldings everytime when i'm at home. i'm bearing this for so many years. some day i just can't stand it anymore. i like going to romey's house is not because they always treat me good food or what so ever. it's because of the care and concern that they showed me. as what his mother said: "family must always be in harmony." that's what i see in them too. but for my family, i think they are probably in harmony but without me

on my previous relationship with timothy, i kept thinking that i had a very good family. but after i'm with romey, i can see a huge difference between my family and his. it's really a far cry






and thank you so much romey, for always being there for me =)

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Tuesday, October 20, 2009, 9:42 PM
yo!


ok. even though it's a bit late now, but i still wanna thank all the ppl who wished me a happy birthday. be it advanced or belated. thank you again to those who send sms to me, send greetings to me on facebook and wished me in person. i trully appreciate it! =D and also to my sec sch friends for celebrating my birthday every year without fail! lao peng you is always the best!














and happy 6 months dear! i love you! =D

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Tuesday, October 13, 2009, 8:25 AM
new look, new phone

i've finally got a new phone! it's the one i've been eyeing on for quite some time.
plus i've dye my hair. ok this pic cannot really see my hair colour but nvm! just eye on the phone baby! haha. and i re-contract my phone line so i hope that when the bills come, the price will decrease since the student plan says "unlimited sms/mms" lol

for my hair dye, i used the bubble foam one. haha. romey's mum says its troublesome. but i have no idea la. this is my very first time dying my hair. well, quite satisfied with the colour. haha. but the mixture stinks like shit! seriously smells like the mixture used to rebond hair. LOL!



there's a lot of stuff happening during 18 oct
- me and romey's 6 months
- daran's birthday
- my birthday
- zac effron's birthday
- END OF HOLIDAY! haha

my birthday's coming, but i'm not looking forward to it. haha

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Thursday, October 1, 2009, 9:53 PM
don't cha!




fucking funny! haha

don't cha wish your gf was hot like me.......... DON'T CHA~!