wow. its been such a long time since i've updated. probably too busy, or lazy. hahaha

well first of all,i've finally changed my phone! and its my ideal phone too. this is very first smart phone i ever had in my entire life. shall take good care of it!

for work wise, what more can i say? FUCKED UP! finally i've learnt my lesson. never agree immediately to the first job that has just hired you because you will never know, there's better jobs out there. i've met good colleagues in this job. but not for my supervisor. fking biased because she's a PR plus 2 of my colleague are also PR. and worse,

1) most of the time we work OT (no pay)
2) we don't go for lunch on the dot
3) there is no increment after 3 months probation
4) SHE FREAKING LIE TO US! what i mean by that? she told us that we will get 3 month bonus by the end of the year. actually, there is no bonus at all. secondly, during the interview she said that i will be contacting with ship owner and ship manager (sounds good right? and its something related to what i'm learning). but in the end, my job scope is to send out enquiry to suppliers nothing else.
5) WHERE HAS OUR CPF MONEY GONE TO?! one of my colleague (a singaporean) checked her CPF account and released that my supervisor did not transfer our CPF money to our account!

i just had no idea how long i can tolerate all this shit. hahaha



and lastly. i am not going to the wedding. it's pretty disappointing that they still don't treat me as a family even thought we've been together for more than 2 years.
sometimes, being silent does not mean everything has been settled or forgiven. you will never know what happens next.
i know its rude for me not to go. but i have the right to choose whether to go or not to go. anyway, big thanks to all my friends and family who totally understand how i feel, see me cry, hear me complain etc..

i am prepared for the consequences.