for me, life is all about this one word on top. yes, T-O-L-E-R-A-N-C-E. also pronounced as "ren" in chinese.

my work is not going smoothly for the past few days. there IS some times where i really want to give up or quit this job. and then again if i quit, its pretty difficult to find a job now, there won't be any income flowing in, and my resume won't look good either. sure, i know ppl will be like "just quit la! go and find a better job" or "just don't work only, since you are not happy working there", etc etc.. but you know, just another 1 month plus, i will be working there for half a year! it will definitely look better on my resume right? rather than working for a few months. half a year sounds nicer don't you think so? hahaha!

anyway, if i really want to give up, i would have done that long ago. i have been tolerating for going 5 months so, what is 1 month plus to me? my mind is telling me to give up. but NO! i die also don't want to give up. i'm going to tolerate until january!!

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